155

This is not the first time that I tell myself that I am going to lose weight in my way..I have not stayed consistent with whatever I am doing..well for a fact ..I haven't tried any..I tried to lose my weight before i had my kids ...I lost 15 lbs ...but didnt keep track of my before and after weight...I dindt care whether I lost any or not...

I said to myself that I am going to gain the weight back after my pregnancy and so..on..My first son was born ....I dint gain or lose weight 155 shot up to 185 on the day of delivery and back to 155 on his first year ...I dint do anything to lose weight nor was i thinking...

in my second delivery I didnt gain any to lose any...I was at 164 lbs and back again to 155...this 155 is getting on my nerves ..i am tired of this number on my scale...I have to get rid of it from myscale. to stay in 155 lbs ever since I remember is awful....lets get rid of it from my scale...

Its not the weight ...its the number 155 i want to get rid of.....:) I am not going to go over it...